The central characters of Poltergeist: The
Legacy do not belong to me –
they are the property of Trilogy and MGM, and
I’ve only borrowed them for a while.
All other characters were
created by me. Hope you enjoy …
THE DEATH OF SAINTS

Chapter 1
It
had blown up a week before. A huge
argument over nothing. But that was
what most huge arguments were over – nothing.
Arguments about something, now
they were vicious, white hot, but short lived because there was a subject. Once it was beaten to death, there was no
reason to continue with it. This
particular argument had erupted over nothing, and, a week later, it was still
going on.
The
actual shouting hadn’t lasted long. It hadn’t
started out as shouting at all – just a quiet request from Rachel to Nick for a
few minutes of his time. Like a blind
fool, he’d walked right into it by agreeing with a pleasant “Sure, what’s up?”
and an attentive expression.
Rachel had steered him into the
lounge, and closed the door. That was
his first sign that something big was about to go down. She’d sat opposite him, her face earnest,
her eyes concerned, and she’d leaned forward very slightly.
“Nick,
I want you to go to bereavement counseling.”
“Why?”
he’d asked in a rock steady, painfully controlled voice.
“Because
you’re a widower.”
Nick
had taken great exception to that. He’d
tried very hard to hold on to his temper.
He’d tried to keep the resentment from shadowing and underscoring his
voice, and, to a degree, at first he’d succeeded.
But
Rachel had just gone on and on about Peri being dead, about how he needed to
come to terms with his grief, about talking it out with total strangers and how
doing that would make him feel better, about …
Nick
had erupted. He hadn’t meant to – it
wasn’t Rachel’s fault, after all. He
understood she was coming at him from a place of concern. But she was still coming at him, and it
wasn’t necessary. Merlin wasn’t
dead. Nick wasn’t a widower. He had no reason to grieve or to come to
terms with it, and he sure didn’t want to talk with total strangers about
something so personal as his life with Merlin.
Rachel,
of course, had only nodded sadly, her eyes, her face filled with compassion and
sympathy – and that had been exactly the wrong thing to do. Nick had gotten up, stalked to the door,
flung it open, and only then paused to look back.
“Rachel,
this isn’t any of your business. Just
leave me alone, okay?”
“But,
Nick – ” she’d begun – and that had been exactly the wrong thing to say.
“I
don’t need counseling. I don't need
people keeping on about this.”
“Fine! Go your own way! Deal with it on your own!
I am only trying to help you, but you don’t need help. You can cope.”
“Yeah,
I can,” he’d replied – which had been exactly the wrong thing to say to her.
The
argument had begun, and, a week later, they were still continuing it thru
frosty silences. Nick wasn’t angry
anymore but he didn’t want to raise the subject and start the shouting again. Rachel assumed he was having a monumental
sulking fit and refusing to talk with her about anything. It wasn’t quite a case of ‘Alex, please ask
Nick to pass the salt’ or ‘Derek, please tell Rachel I’ve got the search
results she wanted’ but Alex and Derek both felt like a buffer zone between two
silently warring parties.
So, on the morning of May 14, a
beautifully calm, sunny Monday morning, Nick decided it was past time to try
for a truce. In fact, it was way past
time to bring this war, and his reason for fighting it, to an end. He would come clean, and then head out to
the airport to meet Jazz’s flight. Jazz
was going to be in the city until Wednesday morning and they had a whole lot of
catching up to do.
As
he approached the kitchen, it was almost as if he’d become telepathic. Nick grinned. He could almost hear the quiet exchange between Rachel and Alex,
but it wasn’t telepathy. He hadn’t
suddenly developed a strange, new ability.
It came down simply to the fact that he knew both women well. Right about now, Rachel would be saying …
“He’s
taking it a lot better than I ever thought he would,” Rachel confessed. She considered for a few moments, her eyes
distracted as she gazed over the Bay toward the city. “It’s almost,” she went on, turning, “like he doesn’t care .. and
I know he does.”
Alex
gave an uneasy shrug. She was uneasy
because they were openly discussing Nick and, specifically, Nick’s personal
life. Nick didn’t like that. He preferred his personal life to be his own
business – that was no secret. He
wasn’t the uptight, keep it all locked away inside individual he’d been before
but there was a clear line. Alex felt
they were walking dangerously close. Of
course, if Nick had been away, she would have happily taken part. But Nick was still in the house. He could walk in at any moment. Their concern over his total non-reaction to
Merlin’s death wouldn’t have been seen as concern. It would, as he’d already demonstrated to Rachel, been
interpreted as gross interference. It might
trigger another, bigger outburst. After
all, Alex justified, this past week hasn’t exactly been a garden of delights
around here.
“I
don’t understand it myself,” Alex said cautiously, keeping her voice low ..
just in case. “I’ve given up
trying.” She shrugged again. “He knows I’m here if he ever wants to
talk. I can’t push him into it,
Rachel.”
“No,
you shouldn’t.”
“But
you should.”
Rachel
gave a wry smile. “I’m supposed to know
what I’m doing.” She poured herself a
cup of coffee and sat down at the table.
“There’s a predictable sequence of events which a person experiences
when a loved one dies. First, there’s
shock. Then denial, then there’s anger,
and then, finally, grief and mourning, and the realization that .. life goes
on. We know Nick went into shock. For days, he hardly spoke – ”
“He
has been angry,” Alex pointed out.
“With
me, yeah. Not with Peri. The anger he’s displayed has come from what
he perceives as me interfering. There’s
been no sign at all of him being angry with Peri. There’s been no .. why did you do it? No .. you’ve left me on my own for the rest of my life. Alex, I’ve been there, I know what
happens. You think that, because I
loved Patrick, I didn’t get furious with him?
I did. I raged. How could he be so
stupid? What was he thinking? Why didn’t he slow down? But,” she sighed, “Nick hasn’t done
that. Nick .. it’s almost like .. he’s
skipped straight to the end zone. Life
goes on.”
“Hardly,”
Alex protested softly.
“It’s
been twelve weeks, Alex. Nearly a
quarter of a year. When I say life goes
on, I don’t mean I expect him to start dating again,” Rachel explained
quickly. “It’s way too soon for that. I’m not saying it doesn’t happen, it
does. When a marriage is breaking or
has broken down, when both partners have fallen out of love, a sudden death is
shocking but that’s about it. When the
couple are as close and loving and supportive of each other as Nick and Peri
were, no. He won’t date for a long
time. He wasn’t exactly a
gad-about-town before he met her. What
I mean by life going on is .. he’s here, he’s working, he isn’t drifting off
into memories, he isn’t crying or getting drunk, or .. anything like that. He isn’t exhibiting any of the classic
signs.”
Rachel
sighed then looked up. “Remember how he was before? When Peri was missing?”
Alex
nodded slowly.
“The
anger was very close to the surface.
The only difference between now and then is that Nick knows she’s
dead. He was there, he saw it, he
couldn’t stop it. I can understand shock. We all felt that. I could understand anger.
I’d expect anger, especially
from him. I have to say .. we’ve felt
more loss than he appears to .. and that isn’t right.”
“Maybe
.. he knows it was down to the rules.
It wasn’t easy for her, but she broke them. This is the punishment and Nick has accepted that.”
“Maybe.” Rachel sat back, one hand playing with her
coffee cup. “I guess I’m just dreading
the moment when the big melt-down comes.
The longer it’s put off, the worse it’s gonna be.”
The
door opened and the subject under discussion came in. Nick looked at them briefly then went to get his coffee.
“You are gonna have to find someone
else to talk about,” he commented. “My
ears burn so much, it’s a miracle I still have them.” He joined them at the table.
“Either that or talk to my face instead of behind my back.”
“You
know I’m concerned,” Rachel instantly responded, grasping the opportunity with
both hands.
“About?”
he queried.
“You
know what about. Your reaction to
Peri’s death,” she said and Alex winced.
“Why?”
“Because
.. you’re not reacting,” Rachel explained.
Nick
sipped his coffee. “I don’t need to.”
“Nick,
Peri can’t have come to visit you,” Alex warily began. “Have you spoken with Joe or Shauna?”
“No.” He looked away for a moment. “How do you
feel about her?”
“I miss her, terribly,” Rachel
answered. If she wanted honesty, she
had to give it and she couldn’t hesitate.
“What about you, Alex?”
“How
can you ask? I miss her, of course I
do. I could always talk with her.”
“But
you couldn’t in Colorado,” Nick pointed out.
“You hated her.”
“I
hated the situation,” Alex clarified.
“I hated what she was being forced to do.”
“And that turned into hatred of
her. She wasn’t ‘one of us’. She never could be. Imagine, for a second,” he invited, “that we
didn’t see her die, that we’d all come back here.” Nick watched them. “What
would it have been like?”
“Difficult,”
Rachel said. “There would have been ..
an atmosphere. Strain. Tension.”
Nick
gave a short laugh. “It would’ve been
hell. Peri wasn’t stupid. She looked ahead and she knew you’d make her
life a nightmare, that she be forced to defend her actions when she really
didn’t have to. So .. she did the only
thing she could, and she did it for us,
to make it easier all round.”
Rachel
carefully eased closer. This was more
straight talking from Nick about Merlin than she’d heard since they’d returned
from Colorado.
“What
about you, Nick?” she asked. “How do
you feel about her?”
“I
love her as much as I’ve ever done.
More each day, in fact. I don’t
blame her for doing it, not now I see why she did it. I’m not angry.”
Rachel
slowly shook her head. “You haven’t
grieved, Nick. You haven’t let her go.”
“I
don’t need to. Peri isn’t dead.”
Rachel
sighed. “Denial.”
“No,
I really mean .. she isn’t dead.” He
studied them. “She faked it. She could do that. I doubt she was ever in that house. Rather than put up with being accused for no reason, she made it
easy for us by letting us think she was gone.”
They
accepted this in a cautious silence.
Then Alex leaned forward. “Have
you seen her?”
He
shook his head. “She isn’t ready for
that yet. But maybe the time’s
close. Think about it. You both miss her. You’ve both .. accepted what’s happened. You understand now she was just working to a
different set of rules from us and not being different or obstinate or a
cold-blooded killer for the hell of it.
She was just being herself, like she’s always been. Maybe I’ll call by Paradise Drive an’ see if
she’s around. Pass on the news that
it’s okay to come back.”
“She’s
been just across the Bay all this time and you haven’t been to see her?” Alex
frowned, wondering.
“I
don’t think she’s been there,” Nick admitted.
“She covered her ass before the showdown in Colorado. She asked Profelis to be around because she
wouldn’t be. He told me that.”
“But
we all saw her die, Nick,” Rachel
gently persisted. “I understand your
reasoning but you can’t argue with the evidence of your own eyes.”
“People have faked their deaths
before,” Nick said, his voice stubborn, his eyes flickering with resentment.
“Sure. Derek’s done it. But not right in front of us.
And .. he came back within a few days.
It’s been over twelve weeks now.”
Nick
hesitated at that. “If Peri was anyone
else, sure, I’d have to agree with you.
But she isn’t anyone else, Rachel.
She’s an Enforcer. She can be
two places at once. Profelis was in
that house, with us. Peri wasn’t. She .. was just an illusion to trick us.”
“How
do you know all this to be the truth?” Alex asked rather bluntly.
“I
didn’t, not at first. I fell for it
like everyone else. Even Profelis was
suckered. That’s how good she is at it. It wasn’t until Derek came back an’ told us
what Profelis said about not holding a memorial service that I realized what
she’d done. He said that, in the
circumstances, it would be inappropriate.
These people hardly ever tell it straight where they’re concerned. They can’t.
They protect themselves. But
Profelis told the truth. It was as
close as he could say to tell us that she isn’t dead so don’t bother.”
“You
don’t feel that it would have been inappropriate because she’d broken the rules
and she was damned?” Rachel ventured.
Nick looked up sharply. “That’s
the other, more obvious meaning, Nick.”
“No,
I don’t feel that.”
“So
.. that’s why you didn’t believe it was Peri we saw in Hell,” Alex murmured.
Nick
finished his coffee. “That’s
right. She isn’t there. She isn’t dead.”
“That’s
a pretty strong belief.”
He
shrugged and got to his feet. “You
gotta have faith. I’m .. heading into
town, don’t know when I’ll be back exactly.
Jazz is flying in from San Diego.
I’m meeting his plane.”
They
nodded. “Enjoy yourself.”
“I
will.”
They
watched him go out, waited for the door to close, then they looked at each
other.
“What
d’you think?” Alex inquired.
“At
last, he’s moved into stage two,” Rachel replied. “Full blown denial.”
*****
All
the way into the city, Nick replayed the words in his head. He listened to them as an outsider might,
and he groaned quietly.
“I
sounded like a jerk,” he sighed. “Like
a guy clutching at straws. Someone who
won’t accept the truth. Why didn’t I
just stay quiet?”
Because
you know you’re right and they’re wrong.
You know it, you feel it, you believe it. You gotta have faith.
They don’t know the Enforcers like you do. No one’s come to see you to say how sorry they are, or even how
disgusted they are that she abandoned her duty like that. There is a reason, Nick. She’s still alive. Don’t start second guessing yourself now, not after all this
time.
All
this time … Why hasn’t she made
contact? Okay, maybe she doesn’t wanna
come to the house but we could’ve met someplace else. Didn’t even have to be in this world – we could even have met in
the forest, in my dreams. But we didn’t
…
He
closed his eyes briefly.
Over
twelve weeks … The only thing keeping
me sane is faith. Without that, what
Rachel’s saying makes a lot of sense.
But faith can work miracles.
Nick
steered the Mustang into the parking lot at the airport, then went to the
arrivals terminal to wait for Jazz.
Jazz
strolled thru twenty minutes later, looking tanned, fit and healthy. His face broke into a broad grin when he saw
his friend.
“Stormer! How you doing, man? You look great!”
Nick
couldn’t help but grin too. “I look
lousy an’ you know it. Still getting
over a real nasty bout of insomnia.”
Jazz
shrugged. “I was always the diplomatic
one.”
“Your
memory must be very selective,” Nick commented. “It’s because of you I got saddled with the name Stormer.” He paused, studying his old friend. “It’s great to see you, Jazz. You’re over all that .. what happened to
you?”
“Sure. Never did find out what happened, not
exactly. I just know you were there for
me.”
Nick
lightly punched Jazz’s upper arm. “Old
habits, man. Hard to break.” They shared a quiet moment, staring into
each other’s eyes and reliving a whole lot of memories in an instant. “C’mon, let’s get outta here and go to the
hotel. I’ve decided to stay in town
myself – cut down on driving time. Then
I’ll show you round, get the tourist places done early so that, tonight, we can
head off the beaten track.”
“I
hear there are some pretty hot clubs in the area.”
“Yeah,
you heard right,” Nick grinned, leading the way outside.
“Nick? Am I going to meet your wife on this
trip? You haven’t spoken of her
once. She .. isn’t coming with us
tonight?”
Nick
hesitated for a fraction of a second.
His own personal Rubicon – back off and accept that Rachel was right, or
cross and believe he had the truth of it.
Nick decided to cross.
“Peri’s
outta town. Don’t know when she’ll be
back.” He shrugged tightly. “She has one of those jobs. Has to just go at a moment’s notice.”
“We
know all about those kinds of jobs.”
Jazz hesitated too. “Is
everything okay between you an’ her?”
“Everything’s
fine. I just miss her. It’s been a long time, this time.” He glanced back. “But you’re here and we’ll have a great couple of days.”
“Hell
yeah,” Jazz grinned.
*****
Rachel
was still gnawing over the Nick problem when Derek returned. Now that she had proof of a kind that Nick
was proceeding along the accepted route, Rachel wasn’t worrying as much. Her focus had tilted slightly and she was wondering
how long this phase had lasted. It
usually was over quite fast, invariably but not always concluding at the
funeral. Of course, Merlin hadn’t had a
funeral. As yet, she hadn’t been the
subject of a memorial service either.
Rachel had warily accepted the idea when Derek had broached it and now
she was beginning to think it might be good to hold a service fairly soon. It might jolt Nick from denial into anger,
and then into grieving, mourning, and, finally, acceptance that his wife was,
in fact and in truth, dead.
Alex,
working alone with Rachel a frowning, silent figure at the other workstation,
glanced up as Derek came in. “Hi, good
trip?”
He
nodded, his face distracted by something on his mind.
“How
was Ingrid?” Alex persisted.
“Fine.”
Alex
wondered whether to continue. He was
clearly somewhere else if his expression was any indication. His responses were being generated by
autonomic reflexes, not coherent thought.
She decided to test her theory.
“Did
you know you’ve got a big bug on your shoulder?”
“Mmm,”
Derek murmured, his voice distant.
“It’s
purple with big yellow spots and a gazillion legs.”
“Really.”
Alex
gave up, shook her head and turned back to the computer. If he’d driven back from Carmel in that mood,
it was nothing short of a miracle that he’d arrived safely and not run headlong
into another vehicle. At that moment,
Rachel noticed rather belatedly that Derek was back from visiting his sister.
“Derek,
I need to – ” she began.
“Where’s
Nick?” Derek asked at the same time.
“Nick’s
gone into town. He’s meeting his friend
at the airport? He told us a couple of
days ago and mentioned it again last night over dinner,” Alex prompted.
“Oh. Yes.
I recall now. Thank you.” He swung round. “Rachel, you need to .. what?”
“Speak
to you about something.”
“We’ll
go to my office.” Derek led the way,
paused at the bend in the passage and glanced back. “Purple, yellow spots and a gazillion legs ..? I think I would have noticed, Alex.” He winked and continued on his way.
Alex
grinned too. Even when he wasn’t all
there, he was there enough. It was
comforting to know.
Derek
closed the door behind Rachel and went to lean against his desk, assuming an
attentive look of focused concern. He’d
been careful to get as much rest as he could over the past two weeks. He’d eaten a sensible diet, taken exercise,
done everything to look after himself.
He couldn’t believe he had incurred Rachel’s displeasure by a flagrant
display of overwork.
She
paced slowly, her brow creased in a ferocious frown. Then she halted, turned to face him and shrugged expansively.
“It’s
Nick.”
“Ah.” Derek nodded wisely. “You’re still concerned about him.”
“Yes,
I am.”
“Did
you fight again?” he inquired tactfully.
“No,
actually I managed to have quite a long conversation with him without either of
us blowing up,” Rachel replied. “Alex
was there too which could have been a factor.”
“He
hasn’t been ignoring you, Rachel.”
“No,
he hasn’t. Just ignoring one subject.”
“But
you managed to discuss it today.”
She
nodded. “Did you know that Nick
believes Peri isn’t dead? I mean, he’s
worked out this entire thing. She faked
it. She wasn’t even there. He’s in denial big time.” She paused.
“Maybe holding that memorial service in the near future is the right
thing to do. It could .. open his eyes
to the truth.”
“But
what is the truth?” Derek
countered. “We saw it happen but was
what we saw the truth of things?” He
straightened slightly. “I don’t believe
a memorial service would be either right or good, in the circumstances. Profelis was adamant about it.”
“But,
Derek, Nick is stuck firmly in this mindset.
It isn’t helping him come to terms.
He’s just putting it off.”
Derek
slowly walked round his desk and sat down.
“You know I went to see my sister today, at the convent.”
Rachel
nodded. “How is she?”
“Ingrid
is very well. She hardly ever seems to
change. The life there suits her.” He thought for a moment, his eyes distracted
again. “Ingrid .. told me something today
which has caused me to rethink a lot of things.”
Intrigued,
Rachel came closer. “Such as?”
“What
is the truth? Can we really believe
what we have seen?”
“Sight
is the dominant sense. Unless there’s a
physiological condition in the brain affecting the optic center, what we see is what’s there.”
Derek nodded his agreement. “How then is it possible for Ingrid to tell
me Peri visited her last month? Peri
always visits the convent in April, and she did not miss her visit this year.”
Rachel
fished around for a reasonable explanation.
“She could have imagined it. She
could have .. wished it into happening.
When we miss someone – ”
“Ingrid didn’t know Peri was
dead. It is not a physiological
condition in her brain either, unless every sister in the convent has been
struck down with the same condition.
They all saw her. Peri came, did
the rounds, had dinner with them, stayed overnight, and left in the morning. Her usual routine. It could not have been a ghost, not if she truly has been damned. On
the other hand, if Nick’s belief is correct …
Did what we see in Colorado really happen?”
“It
happened, Derek. I was there. I saw
it.”
“But
was it the truth?” he asked quietly.
“Or .. are you not so sure anymore?”
She couldn’t answer. “In the
circumstances, a memorial service now would not be right. We have to .. learn the truth. Maybe then we can reconsider the idea.”
Thwarted,
Rachel shrugged her defeat. “All
right. We’ll give it a while
longer. Derek, do me a favor, okay? Don’t tell Nick any of this. If it is true, he’ll find out in due
course. But if it isn’t true, it could
do terrible harm. It’ll reinforce a
false belief, and, when he does come to confront the facts, it’ll make it a
thousand times worse. We all care too
much about him to want him to go thru that kinda pain.”
Derek
thought it over. “You do realize he
will accuse me of keeping things back from him, again?”
“If
he does, I’ll tell him it was my idea, my recommendation, that I insisted,”
Rachel declared.
He
pursed his lips. “I do not want to see
Nick suffer, that is true. Very well, I
will remain silent on the subject.”
“Thank
you,” Rachel said with a brief smile.
*****
“You
.. don’t live in the city, do you?” Jazz asked, stretching out his legs, and
nursing his beer.
“Nope. I got a place here. Own it but it’s just income. I don’t live there.”
“You
bought a house?”
“Not
exactly.”
Jazz
slowly nodded. “Right. I remember.
Matt said you’d married money.
So .. where do you live?”
Nick
pointed across the Bay. From the bar at
the end of Pier 39, there was a great view.
“Alcatraz?”
Nick
laughed. “That big island behind.”
“Wow
.. what’s there?”
“Luna
Foundation. S’where I work. Room an’ board provided .. on account of all
the late nights I’m expected to put in.”
“Doing
..?”
“Mostly
pounding a keyboard.”
“You
quit the Teams to go work on a computer.
Well, they do say we have to be just a little crazy to try for the
Teams. Guess you’re the living proof.” Jazz sipped his beer. “Peri lives there with you?”
“When
she’s home, yeah.”
“She
doesn’t object to all the late nights?”
“She
helps out. Two people working means it
gets done faster.”
Jazz
laughed softly, shaking his head. “Nick
.. you got it made. Money in the bank, a
wife, a job, a great place to live …
Man, I envy you.”
Nick
opened his billfold and removed a Polaroid photograph. “This is Peri.”
Jazz
sat up to study it. “Whoa, she’s a
babe. How’d you meet a looker like
that? What she ever see in you?”
Nick
grinned.
“Seriously. Did you meet here?”
“Actually,
no. It was upstate. We hit it off straight away. Shared a cabin for a week. Then she left. Met her again over at Berkeley …
Total fluke. Turned out she has
a place in Tiburon, just over there,” he pointed. “Practically my backyard.
From then .. it was just a matter of time. Had to happen. It was
fate.”
“Destiny. You believe in that?”
Nick
nodded. “Where she’s concerned, yeah, I
do. We just .. fit so right,
y’know? She understands me .. and I
understand her.”
Jazz
returned the picture and Nick tucked it carefully away. “What does she do?”
“She
does work for the university. Collects
artifacts for the Antiquities department of the History faculty.”
“Where
is she now?”
“I don’t know.”
“You
don’t know?”
Nick
shrugged. “She could be finishing one
job then get a call to fly on someplace else.”
“But
she can’t call you to tell you where she’s going?”
“Not
all the time, no.” Nick drained his own
beer and sat up. “Ready to go hit the
sights?”
“I
guess. Nick, how long has she been
away?”
“Just
over twelve weeks,” Nick admitted and braced himself for the comments.
“She’s
on .. some kinda dig or something?”
“Yeah. Something like that. She could be back any day.”
“Gee,
I hope she’s back by Wednesday morning,” Jazz remarked.
“Why?”
“Why’d
you think? So I can try stealing her
away from you.”
Nick
smiled broadly. “It’d never happen but
you can dream.”
“And,
in the meantime, who knows who we’ll get to meet in some of those hot clubs,
right?”
“Right,”
Nick agreed on a groan.
Jazz
grinned too, finished his beer and stood up.
“Let’s go, buddy!”
*****
Derek
went thru his mail and decided there was nothing there that couldn’t wait. There was nothing signaling imminent disaster
and the San Francisco Legacy house was ticking over nicely. They had several projects on the go and none
with a crushing deadline. Since telling
London they were back online, London had reviewed their report on recent events
and issued a rare order telling them to go easy for a while. Derek had been mildly amused when it had
arrived. Rachel had remarked that it
was just a sign of the times, meaning there was a new guy in charge. It would never have happened under William’s
leadership. Paul Emery was stamping his
mark on the Legacy in a subtle and caring way.
It
meant that Derek could safely ignore the heap of mail for a while and let his
active mind turn onto other things. Up
till now, his visit to Ingrid had been the total of the ‘other things’. Then Rachel had spoken with him so now he
had her opinions and Nick’s hearsay views to add to the mental cooking
pot. It was turning into a rather
savory stew.
Sight
was dominant, he couldn’t argue with that.
Derek had psychic sight too. And
what he saw happened, no matter which way he saw it – whether it was in the
now, or thru some flash into the past or the future. He had been in Colorado Springs and he had seen Merlin die.
Or
had he?
When
Derek had first met Merlin, at the Thanksgiving fundraiser party over a year
ago, he’d received no indication when he shook her hand that she was anything
other than Nick’s date. Merlin had
defenses against that kind of thing.
She could shield herself, not give away any information to anyone, be
they possible friend or potential enemy.
And then, on the following morning, he’d discovered that she was a
Legacy Enforcer. Later that day, he’d
seen her asleep on her bed in one of the guest rooms, and, moments later, as a
living ghost. She had the ability to
project her spirit from her body at will, and she could make it totally
invisible, partially visible, or be as solid as anyone else.
It
wasn’t just a party trick. It was a
valid tactical option. The human body,
the shell housing the spirit, that was the fragile thing. The spirit within was immortal. It couldn’t be killed although it could be
captured. When Enforcers went to fight
big wars, they never went in person unless there was no choice. They went in spirit form. That was how they’d gotten their reputation
as the ghosts who came in the night, did the job, and vanished again. The strength of that reputation had only
grown with time and it had kept many a Legacy member’s feet firmly on the
straight and narrow path. You couldn’t
stop an Enforcer. You couldn’t hurt
one. Not if they came as living ghosts.
So
.. examine the facts and the truth will be revealed.
He
had seen Hekshakel – a very ancient, very powerful devil – clutch Merlin with
all four of his arms and squeeze hard, breaking her spine. She hadn’t cried out, she hadn’t screamed,
she’d smiled. She’d said something, a
hole had opened in the floor, and both she and Hekshakel had vanished into it. The hole had closed up.
Those
were the facts. But what was the truth?
Derek
hadn’t seen Merlin die. He had watched
her deliberately ignore a deadline, allow herself to be captured – she hadn’t
fought Hekshakel at all – and he had seen her vanish into a gaping, red washed
hole in the floor. From that, he had –
as had everyone else in the room at the time – assumed that she’d been damned
as a punishment. She’d ignored a
deadline, and thus broken the rules.
A deadline. Their deadline. What if she had another deadline ..? What if Nick’s belief was right? Was there any proof to back it up? Hekshakel was powerful enough to demand the
presence of two Enforcers. Merlin,
given the choice, wouldn’t have come in person. She would have come as a living ghost – unable to die. Yes, that was all very reasonable but her
spirit could still have been damned. It
all came down to whether she had ignored the deadline or not.
But
why go to such extremes of deception?
Profelis had been shaken to his soul by what he’d seen. He’d believed it. There again, Derek considered, half the effect of a good illusion
is audience participation. If Merlin
hadn’t warned him what she intended, he would have assumed just like Derek had.
Something
had happened between Colorado Springs that February night and Derek’s visit to
Paradise Drive. A memorial service, in
the circumstances, would be inappropriate.
Oh yes, there was another way to interpret that. He could see it so clearly now, and he
imagined he could guess what had happened in the interval.
Why
had she done it? That was easy to
answer. She’d done it to avoid a
confrontation between people she had once considered to be her friends. She’d done it to step away, give them time
to review the events and to understand what they meant. To remember the good, and put the bad and
the evil aside for a while. Death has a
way of uniting people – even bitter enemies – like nothing else can. The differences between them had been
instantly forgotten in a tide of grief.
The truth was that they had all seen Merlin vanish but they had not seen her die. And that meant she could easily have visited Ingrid last month. What had happened between the night of February 16 and Derek’s visit to Paradise Drive .. was that Merlin had come back.
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